WHAT A LIFE!!!!!

hey ppl...
its been kinda long since i have written in here...oh well i guess i was busy!!!..hehehe well report card day was yesterday....hehe mum went 2 collect it...she was suprisingly happy!!!..hehe mr.ragu spoke 2 mum...ohh well....atlease mum is happy...but u noe there r days were she just puts out her anger on me...nowdays i just have noo feelings..i dunno wheater 2 fell happy,sad,angry or watever...............

i just dun really get it...why must they do this 2 us....i feel sooooooooo hurt...it just feels like they dun care.....they always think they r rite and we are the ones who r always wrong....why is that 4??????evenif i try 2 tell them off....they still cant get it....and plus with my sis not around i have no one 2 be with till they cool down......man i miss my sister sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.........but i know there is only one person who noes everything.......like how i feel and all my needs....its GOD....there is really no one like GOD......His is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo great!!!!!!!he knows it all ....i noe i am only living for god even wen everything fades away.....GOD wont ever fade away!!!!!his there everyday...every minute,second,hour,day,week,month,year and decades!!!!!!!!sometimes i wonder why on earth did i even come 2 this earth and there r times wen i think wats the use of living ...and u feel like taking ur own life,...but i think again by duin that will i ever go 2 heaven ....wont it be worst nt being in heaven?????wats the use wen u wanna take ur life just because u cant handle life and end up being in more pain.....i know that is wrong 2 take ur life 4 granted there is surely something GOD has in hand 4 us!!!!....dun give up that easily....see GOD always test us!!!!and wen u feel like giving up....think twice...put ur faith in god ask 4 his help in any situations....and his there!!!!!!

hmmmmmmmm.............i love god!!!!!no matter ppl think about it.....i trust in Him......
thats life i guess!!!!!........hahaha WAT A LIFE!!!!hehe but hey dun give up life is still beautiful!!!!
till then..

a really nice song[by brooke fraser-shadowfeet]

SHADOWFEET

walking,stumbling on these shadowfeet
toward home,a land that i've never seen
i am changing;less and less asleep
made of different stuff than when i began
and i have sensed it all along
fast approching is the day

[chorus]
when the world has fallen out from under me
i'll be found in you,still standing
when the sky rolls up and the mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
i'll be found in you

there is distraction buzzing in my head
saying in the shadows it's easier to stay
but i've heard rumours of true reality
whispers of well-lit way

[chorus]

you make all things new[*3]

[chorus]

when the world has fallen out from under me
i'll be found in you,still standing
every fear and accusation under my feet
when time and space are through
i'll be found in you
......
if ur reading this you should really hear this song[youtube]its really nice!!!!=) till nx time!!!

frens 4 ever

yellooooo!!!hehehehe...well today was normal like every other day ...well i went 2 school...its was ok...but funny...heheh 1st subject was TING TING!!hehehe...SCARY!!!but once she was out i was like freedom....woohooooo!!!then i saw my old school[sktd]teachers such as ...pn mangay,pn afidah,mr alias,mr rizal and cik murni...hahhaaha...2 cm 2 think of it i kinda miss tat school.....wish i could turn bck time and go bck wit my brain now...i bet antone who does so will be the smatest person in tat school....then cyn,val,lorna ,hanna and i went down 2 check them out then cas joined along...hehehhe...then came we went bck up wit sanjay[tat crazy princess admirer]heheheheheh...no la some form one 1 boy who is really funny and cute....hehhhehe..then we were in class...then sam lost her ruler and i lost mine 2...hehhehe we r always the lost ones....but sam is more better than me...hehhehe i pity her when she explians 2 me something a few times and i still dun get it...[SO SORRY SAM]...heheehhe

then after recess MR KARUNA came in the class we had like a small test.....bt somehow he let us refer 2 our books...hehehehe....after tat economics,and the last 2 periods pn.yasogi didnt cm in...then we started our havoc...[val,cyn and i]heheheh...sam was doin her work[very rajin la she] hehehehe...val and cyn created a song heheheh about me and cyn and cyn was a monkey i think muahahhahahahhahahah///hehehhehehe...then val started 2 lift up her leg and i dunnoo la although i didnt smell anything...cyn sed tat val's socks was stinky and the best thing was val took a paper and was fanning it 2 cynthia face...hahahhahah pity cyn...heheehe BUT GOOD JOB VAL...hehehehe...then they were telling something 2 ashi and cyn sed someting and poor ashi was soooo confused so i tld her she[cyn]is one mad cow why listen 2 her...hehehheheheheh..soo sorry cyn.....ahhahaha...then cyn showed THE FACE....ehhehe [bull]..ehhehehehhe....,then school ended and we all went dwn and cas was nx 2 me and she was smiling while goin dwn......uhmmmmmmmm...I WONDER Y???hehehehehhe.....ohhha and cas has a new bag....AND ITS GREY!!!!ehhehehe i know SOMEONE who has someting like the same bag....hehehehhe cas u know wat i am saying....hehehheheheh..

then as usual dad waits outside ....looking sooo stressed out...muahhahahahha....then cas will always send me across the street just 2 make sure i wont get hit by a car...yes yes 2 her i am still a BABY!!!!!!!hehehehheheheh then came bck hm and now i am writing all this...

sooooooo you wanna know wat makes life intersting??????????

let me answer tat frens like them!!!!!!!!

till nx time!!!!.........

oh and p.s,..hanna and lorna...i am soooo sorry but i dun have a pic with u guys....sorryyyyy!!! and del although ur nt my fren bt my sis....let me tell u tat without u, life wouldnt have been interesting love u loads......... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

HAIH =(

well today was a nice day!!!...but am really sad cause of my fish[flowerhorn]...well its been living in my hse 4 about 7 years ...and now its sick and my dad had 2 give it 2 my uncle cause well my uncle has a big pond in his hse and the aquarium in my house is kinda small 4 the fish ...it needs a bigger place....am really sad...well my sis and i will call it all kinds of names....[el if ur reading this our fish is gone 2 a different hse!!!!!!!!!]h my...i never knew tat i will miss it soooooo much....all i can hp is that it lives a better life and hp it wont be sick anymore.....=(...well life still has 2 go on......i just feel kinda weird cause i always feed the fish and play wit it...now i cant do all tat...well i really cant keep on goin cause i really have 2 go will continue nx time!!!
byeee

another day!!!

hey there...its me again...hehe...well today was an intersting day....we had like an english assignment 2 do[pn yasogi]told us tat we had 2 go in groups of five and just go and visit the special kids in block A.....you know i never knew they were very cute,loving and happy kids....i really was touched....i even felt like crying...not just anything but the way they were happy and the way how they live wit watever probelms they have...to come 2 think of it i makes u realise how thankful we should be cause god made us perfect!!!we always take things 4 granted.....there we some kids who were slow in learning while some were down syndrome....some kids were 13 right up to 20 years old....and it just touches me how they still put a smile on their face and accepts themselfs the way they are....

sometimes i wonder why life get compilcating...sometimes i feel like its not fare ...and i just feel like giving up....but when u just sit down and take a deep breath and think about everything....u realise tat theres surely a reason why GOD brought me here on this earth....and i know GOD has great plannes 4 each one of us...if he didnt then why would HE bring us to this world....

GOD has been soooo great 2 me everytime......and i cant stop thanking HIM......i really love GOD...cause i know even if everyone fails me on tat moment when i really need my frens or loved ones...i noe tat there is unfailing love coming 4rm above!!!!see GOD never ever leaves u...belive me anytime,anywhere HIS right there beside you watching and holding your hands and HE is like ur bestest fren....or even better than ur parents....his there 2 go through all the trials and tribulations we have 2 go thru.....see that why 4 me GOD is all i need 2 keep on goin with life!!!...even if i gave up on HIM he never gives up on me!!!HIS a forgiving GOD!!!...HIS always the same today,tomorrow,until the last day of my life!!!if ur reading this.....i just wanna tell u this!!!....never give up on god even how difficult life gets!!!!u can always ask GOD ANYTHING!!
like they say in the[ASK AND IT WILL BE GIVEN]....hehe

TILL NEXT TIME!!!....

helloo

hey there,
well am very new 2 this.....so am kinda lost!!!oh well let me tell u something about my day 2 day!!!...well as usual today there was school...!!!!yeah and its monday so normally every monday and thrusday theres acc!!![accounts]...yea and pn ting ting teaches us[my frens and i]...she is SCARY!!!!!hehehe...i just couldnt wait 4 her 2 get out of the class!!!hehehe...sometimes she gets in my nerves but my frens and i prayed sooooooo hard 4 her 2 be ok...and guess wat she was nt soo bad 2 day..hehhe....i love school just because i can be wit my frens ....well cyn,val,ashi,sam and i wore b.kurung 2 day!!!hehehhe...it was really funny cause during recess we like walked in arow tryin 2 act like we were like some big gangters!!! hehehehe funny la!!

cynthia madeval and i spill water on our shirt heheheh....cynthia cynthia!!!!...hehehe...
before i go on i wanna tell some stuff about them!!!
VAL;she is a really sweet,caring,cute,understanding,and a very loving fren!!!we always team up 2 tease cyn!!!!ehheheheheh she a great fren i couldn't ask 4 a better fren!!!she always there 4 any of us ...to listen 2 watever we have 2 say!!!![if ur reading this val i just wanna tell u that ur a GREAT FREN!!!]heheheh and any guy who gets her must be very blessed!!!hehhehe

CYN;hehehheheh....the crazy princess!!!heheh just joking...cyn is a lso a great fren!!!! she really makes us laugh exp about the nose[bull]hehehehhehe very nice gal!!!sweet,caring understandin,hot!!![although val gets all the attention]ehheheh just joking cyn!!!hehehhe...well shes a great fren 2.....and cyn if ur reading this say[stupid in ur style]hehehhehe nah...if ur reading this i just wanna say tat ur a great fren 2!!!ehehehe

god has really blessed me wit great frens!!! like hanna,cas,sam and ashi!!!!all of them are so unique in their own way!!!!

CAS; since i was 4!!!heheh till now...a very nice gal.!!!! always sticks up 4 me!!! she like the gangster!!!!ahe loves writing!!!!am soooo happy i have a great fren like her 2.....she is loving....understanding!!!!well u ahve 2 meet her urself!!!heheheh

HANNA;sweet gurl!!!always smiling!!!hehehe funny...oh wait she is good in drawing u must see her drawing one day!!!heheheh hanna if ur reading this [ur a really sweet gal!!! i know i can count on u anytime]and remember i still have 2 buy tat bannna boat!!!!hehhehe...

SAM;well sam sam!!!hehehe she really nice ...we share alot in common!!!hehehe we r always the blur ones!!!!heheheheh she loves muching in class!!!ehheheh sam sam!!! ur a great fren 2!!!she loves drawing crazy things!!!

ASHI;a very very nice gurl!!!very down 2 earth!!!so simple but she can dance!!heheh preety gurl 2!!!i tell u she kinda funny 2!!!hehehhe ashi ashi!!!

well those r my true frens!!!!!i really thank GOD 4 them!!!!
hey i will continue this 2 moro
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2 be continued