WHAT A LIFE!!!!!

hey ppl...
its been kinda long since i have written in here...oh well i guess i was busy!!!..hehehe well report card day was yesterday....hehe mum went 2 collect it...she was suprisingly happy!!!..hehe mr.ragu spoke 2 mum...ohh well....atlease mum is happy...but u noe there r days were she just puts out her anger on me...nowdays i just have noo feelings..i dunno wheater 2 fell happy,sad,angry or watever...............

i just dun really get it...why must they do this 2 us....i feel sooooooooo hurt...it just feels like they dun care.....they always think they r rite and we are the ones who r always wrong....why is that 4??????evenif i try 2 tell them off....they still cant get it....and plus with my sis not around i have no one 2 be with till they cool down......man i miss my sister sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.........but i know there is only one person who noes everything.......like how i feel and all my needs....its GOD....there is really no one like GOD......His is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo great!!!!!!!he knows it all ....i noe i am only living for god even wen everything fades away.....GOD wont ever fade away!!!!!his there everyday...every minute,second,hour,day,week,month,year and decades!!!!!!!!sometimes i wonder why on earth did i even come 2 this earth and there r times wen i think wats the use of living ...and u feel like taking ur own life,...but i think again by duin that will i ever go 2 heaven ....wont it be worst nt being in heaven?????wats the use wen u wanna take ur life just because u cant handle life and end up being in more pain.....i know that is wrong 2 take ur life 4 granted there is surely something GOD has in hand 4 us!!!!....dun give up that easily....see GOD always test us!!!!and wen u feel like giving up....think twice...put ur faith in god ask 4 his help in any situations....and his there!!!!!!

hmmmmmmmm.............i love god!!!!!no matter ppl think about it.....i trust in Him......
thats life i guess!!!!!........hahaha WAT A LIFE!!!!hehe but hey dun give up life is still beautiful!!!!
till then..